december. WTF? seriously?

So apparently it's December 2010. How this happened, I have no idea. But calendars tell me it's the 12th month of the year of 2010. I know I have absolutely horrible time perception or perspective or whatever word. Basically, it's difficult for me to keep up with time. 5 months will pass by and it feels like 1 month to me. 3 weeks will pass by in a few days. And now it's December and I still feel like it's August. So you can see why I'm so confused by the year ending in 4 weeks. It's scary. You know, I never really liked New Years. I don't like it when the year ends. It's sad. It's over and that depresses me. Why I'm like this, I have no idea. I guess I just don't like time.