Tomorrow is Christmas.

Yes, tomorrow! I'm Slovakian remember?? Yes our Christmas is tomorrow. We have a big dinner and open presents tomorrow night. I can't believe it's already Christmas! It does not feel like Christmas at all. The "Christmas spirit" that people on tv talk about, I don't feel it. At all. I know I'm not a Christmas person, but I doesn't feel like Christmas in any way. Even seeing a tree in my living room doesn't make me feel like it's Christmas. It's so strange. I think I'm suffering shock from it being a whole year. Last year I got this laptop. It doesn't feel like I've been using it for a year. Anyway, I didn't ask for anything this Christmas. Just like last year. I've stopped asking for presents for Christmas. Done. It's no fun if I know what everything is! And also, I've left my materialism behind as I'm growing up to be a young adult. Also, I'm not a spoiled brat. So everything that's under that tree for me is a complete surprise. I literally have no idea what's there. I'm not that excited to find out though. I'm just not excited for Christmas this year at all. Like I said, it doesn't feel like Christmas to me. And another thing, I'm not satisfied with the gifts I bought for my family. I think they're good presents, but I don't know if they will like them. So I'm kinda nervous about that. I'm more anxious to see them get their gifts from me than I am to get my gifts from them. Giving someone a great gift that they love makes me happier than getting a good gift. It's just a whole completely different feeling. Anyway, I'll stop writing now. I am going to try to have a good time tomorrow. I think the food will be fantastic, as it always is. I'm ready to eat a full meal after my mom hasn't been cooking all week because she's been baking. I've been eating sweets all week and barely anything salty. I seriously crave salty food so so bad! So I don't know what will happen tomorrow. But, oh my god, it's Christmas tomorrow!