Warning: This post contains a picture of blood

So I have a horrible lip biting habit.
Most people don't realize it's as bad as it really is.
I mean, I bite and rip up my lips. I tear them up. I usually bite them until they bleed. Then I lick off the blood and keep ripping.
Yes, it can hurt.
But it's a habit, I can't help it.
You don't believe me?

Yes, that's what I did today.
It looks like it'd be great for Halloween, but that's my real blood. 
I had another picture of me licking the bleeding part, where I felt like the girl on the cover of the True Blood dvd, but I thought that might have been too gross to post on the internet.

Light blue tips with white stripes

I was looking through pictures on my laptop, and I realized I didn't blog about this manicure. It's from the beginning of last month...oops.
It's so cute though!

I don't remember what polish I used for the light blue part, but the thin white line was the LA Colors Art Deco nail art polish. Ahh how much I love that polish :)

"Hey Ma, I'm going to the movies"

Today my mom told me to get a boyfriend so I won't have to pay for my own movie tickets. Ha. I love the silly things my mom says.

Sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............

I have a strange sleeping schedule. Or sleep habit. I don't really know what term to use for it. Basically, my way of sleeping is not exactly normal.
When I have to go to school, basically August through May, Monday through Friday every week, I get a small amount of sleep. Usually about 6 hours. I have to wake up super early. I try to get up around 6 20 but I oversleep alot. I go to sleep usually around or past midnight. It's so difficult for me to fall asleep. I have to have silence in order to fall asleep. And my room hears everything from the rooms around me. The living room is a few steps away from my room. I can see it with my door open, it's right there. My parents like to watch tv before they go to sleep. My father also likes to play his guitar. All of the noise from the tv and my dad's irritating guitar playing keeps me up. I can not fall asleep with so much noise. Most nights I fall asleep when they go to bed. Well my mom falls asleep earlier, so I have to wait for my dad to go to sleep. During the week day, I run off of so little sleep. I fall asleep in school quite often, a skill I learned just this year. And after school, I fall asleep sometimes when I'm on the couch or on my bed. I am extremely tired all the time during the school year. It's exhausting and I feel horrible.
When I have no school, basically in the summer and any other breaks from school, I sleep alot. A ton. I get about 12 - 15 hours of sleep. I sleep for a very long time. But not so much during the night. I'm a night person, I love the nighttime. I go to sleep very late when I don't have school the next day. And then I sleep during the day. Usually on weekends during the school year, I'll go to sleep around 2, 3, or 4 am. In the summer, I go nocturnal. Literally, I'll go to sleep when the sun comes up. Around 6, 7, or 8 am. Then I sleep all day. I enjoy staying up all night. I'm not a morning person, I don't like the sun. I don't mind sleeping the day away. Of course, it can come to be a inconvenience. But when I have nothing to do that day, it doesn't bother me at all. I sleep so much when I don't have school. Some days, I spend all day in my bed. Getting up only to go to the kitchen and the bathroom. Sleeping is one of my favorite things to do. I can do it for hours. It's hard for me to fall asleep, but once I do, I'm asleep. Knocked out for hours.
So, my sleep routine is messed up. During the school year, I can't get enough sleep. During breaks, I can't stop sleeping.
I don't know what to do. I've tried to fix this, but I just can't. I always end up going back to my strange schedule. I get so proud of myself when I go to sleep early the day before school, or when I wake up before noon on the weekend. But I just can't do it everyday.So for now, I'll sleep when I can.

Black Friday?

I slept all day. My mom woke me up around 5 pm and said that we didn't go shopping.

Just want to say...

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

:)

The Quiet

I watched the movie called The Quiet a few days ago. I was bored so I went on crackle.com where you can legally watch free movies online. I found this movie and I decided to watch it. It seemed interesting. It has Camilla Bella and Elisha Cuthbert. I like both of them and I think they were really great in this movie. The movie is about a girl (played by Camilla) who is deaf who gets adopted by her godparents after her father died. Her new sister (played by Elisha) pretty much hates her. She has a tough time dealing with the situation. I don't want to give details about the plot, because a lot of shocking surprises happen. So I don't want to ruin it for anyone who hasn't seen it. But I was really surprised at how much I liked this movie. I think it's a really good, strong, heavy, dark movie. It's pretty intense. It's not for everyone, but I think it's a good movie.

My new glasses add instant intelligence.

I love them! I think they're super cute. They also make me feel very smart! haha :)
They are a stronger prescription, and since I wear my contacts more often, I'm used to that prescription, when I put on my new glasses, it's like "...woah".  But I'll get used to it the more I wear them.
When I was picking out glasses, I had only one requirement. They had to be black.

Coastal Scents: Light Green

I love green eyeshadow. I think it's fantastic. Today I decided to use some colors that I don't use often in my Coastal Scents palette. So I decided to use the light greens. From the palette, I use the light colors the least. So this time, I made sure I used only the light shades of green. I used 3 colors, but it's kinda hard to tell. I put it all around my eyes, with black pencil liner on my waterline. Super simple, but I think it's absolutely cute! I love how it makes my eyes look. I need to wear light greens more often :)

NO SCHOOL TOMMOROW!!

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
The fact that I do not have to attend school brings me an insane amount of happiness. You have no idea.
OH wait, in the title of this post I said I have no school tommorow. Seems I forgot to mention that I don't have school the whole week.
:)

I Know Who Killed Me

Today I watched the movie I Know Who Killed Me. It was the second time I've seen this. I watched it the first time when I was in 9th grade. I was so happy to get to see it again today, because I didn't remember much, I didn't know how it ended so it was still all twisty at the end. So it kept me guessing.
So this movie has Lindsay Lohan in it. You know, I was always a big fan of hers. I hope she gets through the tough times in her life well :) I love that she has black hair in this movie. I think it looks so good on her! Well, I think she looks good in every hair color. But the black hair just fits this movie so well.
So anyway, this movie is about a girl. A girl named Aubrey who got kidnapped. Then the girl was found. But she claims that she is somebody else, someone named Dakota. Seeing as she is covered in torture wounds, looks exactly like Aubrey, and has the same birthday, the doctors and FBI say it's the same girl. But she keeps saying she is Dakota, and has a whole life story. She works as a stripper in another town, and has no idea who Aubrey is. So is this really the same girl living in a fantasy her mind came up with, or is she really Dakota? Hmm...Well I won't say how it ends. 
I love the plot of this movie, but I think it could have been better. There were some really weird parts that didn't make sense to me. But I also liked all the symbolism with the color blue. You'd notice how so many things are blue in this movie. But anyway, this movie didn't do so well. I think it's interesting, but it's not anything super amazing. I can't say I dislike it. But it's just not that great of a movie. It had potential...

Now That We're Done

You know how sometimes you hear a really good song that you like alot and then you forget about it and later on you find it again and then you get super excited and listen to the song alot all over again?
Well that happens to me ALL THE TIME. My recent rediscovery is "Now That We're Done" by Metrostation.
Now, I like Metrostation. Yes, I do. My friends used to joke me for it, but I don't care. I like their music.
This song is really catchy, like all their other songs! :) I'm happy I found it on my iPod's YouTube app as a bookmarked video. I don't use that app anymore, I just go to Safari to get on YouTube's mobile site. It's way easier and better. On the app, all you can do it watch videos. No comments, no channel pages, and you can't even expand the info box. It's lame.
But anyway, I love this song! It's sad, which I like, and it's really catchy and it makes me want to sing along. :)

I guess this is what I'd look like with short hair

I had my hair twisted in a butterfly clip and the the ends of my hair fell over the sides and it kinda made it look like I have a short hair cut. Heehee.

Yellow and Orange

I really like this color combination!! I think it's so pretty together :)  I used 3 colors in my Coastal Scents palette. White, orange, and yellow. It was very easy to do. I took these pictures after waking up from my nap, so my makeup was a bit messed it. I tried to fix it quickly and wipe away the smudges, but I didn't actually put more color on. Oh well! Still looks fine to me..

Green then black tips.

So one day, my friend Treasure had really cute nail polish on. She had orange nails, but her ring finger and pinky finger on each hand were black. And I told her "That's cute, I'm going to steal that idea". And so I did. Except I used green and I only painted my tips. I love it so much!! It's fun to look at on my hands. It's something new for me, and the colors are pretty. :)

WebCams are fun

 I don't have a webcam, I wish I did, but my mom does..and this is what I did until she yelled at me to stop. I took so many pictures :P

NYX Tropical/Yellow/Lime Green Trio

So I have the NYX eyeshadow trio which I should have taken a picture of but didn't, and it has the colors Tropical, Yellow, and Lime Green. I wanted to use this trio one day because I hardly ever use it and it's so pretty. The colors are so soft and almost creamy. I like them alot. So I wanted to use all 3 colors at once so this is what I did:

flash made the colors lose some brightness :(

I really like the orange stripe at the bottom and how it extends like out so far. It's like winged liner, but on the bottom. Cooooooool

October favorites!!

It's so short!! :)

Coastal Scents: Light blue

I've realized that in my Coastal Scents palette, I hardly ever use the light blue colors. So one day, I decided to use only the light blue colors. I used 3 similar ones, so you can't really tell the difference between them. But I think it came out very pretty :) I've always loved light blue eyeshadow, I really should do it more often.

11:11 on 11/11

How cool is that? It happens for 2 minutes once a year. Coooooool :)

Thanks for calling me beautiful Ne Yo, but I'm not a monster

Yea I wish Ne Yo was singing about me. *sigh* hopeless celebrity crushes..

So I love Ne-Yo. He's amazing, talented, and gorgeous. His song "Beautiful Monster" is sooooo good!! I love listening to it. The beat and melody are so catchy and it goes flows so well. And his voice is amazingggggg. Ne-Yo is one of my favorite singers. I think this is one of his best songs :)
watch the video right here
Damn he looks so good in a suit! The glowy eyes are a bit strange, but I love the whole black and white theme :)

I hate it when my keyboard is messing up

Well not really messing up. The 9 key is being difficult. I have to press down so hard to get it to work. This is a huge inconvienence. It's November th today. 10--11. See? It's the 9th. There we go!

Missing school is great

It's completely worth having to return to school after getting out early to take 3 tests you missed :)
Yes that's what I did today. But it's okay because I was just SUPER HAPPY to miss 2 days last week. I wasn't skipping, I had a perfectly good reason, I don't need to explain myself! Hey, no I'm serious, I have a legit reason!!
Anyway, when I was driving home, some lady decided to tailgate me. So I went super sloooow through my neighborhood. And then at the stop sign, I made sure that I stayed there an adequate amount of time. I hate when people tailgate me.

30 Days of Night

A few weeks ago, I watched the movie 30 Days Of Night for the first time. I really wanted to see this in theaters. But then I didn't get the chance to. So then when it came out on DVD I didn't get the chance to rent it. And now, years later, I think it came out 2007? I don't know, anyway, I finally got to see it!
**First of all....JOSH HARTNET <3  He is a sheriff in this movie, and he looks amazing in his cop uniform. Mmm.
**It takes place in Barrow, Alaska. The northernmost town in America.  Cool!
**It's dark. I thought it was so cool how we got to see that it's so dark for so long in Alaska. But since we're not used to that, it kinda seemed like it all happened it one night. Which made the movie seem rushed. But still, all the darkness was cool.
**The bad guys are vampires. I thought this was a zombie movie!! But no, they're vampires.
Well I like this movie. I think it's not a great fantastic movie, but when you're bored, it's a good pick to watch just because. And seriously, it's Josh Hartnett in a cop uniform!! That by itself is worth watching.

Some more neutral makeup

So I prefer colors, but neutrals can be pretty too! I did this last month and forgot about it. haha. But I like it so I'm putting it on the internet!! hahaha

too much flash so it looks lighter =/

I just like this picture =P

NYX lip pencils!!

I love NYX makeup! I did a video on all of my lip pencils from this brand.

I really love this video a lot, I'm super proud of it. I was still in my clothes I wore to school, so I had my cool little tie on. It wasn't tied too well, but hey it worked. Also I sat in a different location. I was right in front of my window; the lighting came out great. Also, my camera did a wonderful job focuses on the pencils and the swatches on my hand. There were a few parts where it didn't want to focus on my face, but it's okay because the important part was the pencils!
So if you like this video, then give me a thumbs up! And subscribe :D

I've neglected my blog again :( I didn't mean to...

I've been busy these past few days, but tomorrow I'll catch up on my blogging!
So I've been looking at the stats page recently, and I'm so happy to see the views that my blog gets! It's more than I thought :) So I'm super happy about that, thanks to anyone and everyone who looks at my blog!! So I will get back to my daily blogging, I just don't have time at this very moment :)

Candy Corn Kisses??

So since yesterday's post was about candy, I thought that today's post will be about a really gross candy that was in my Halloween trick or treat candy. 

I thought I was about to eat a Hershey's Kiss, you know, the regular chocolate one, but when I opened it, I saw that it was in fact colored like candy corn. And it tasted kinda like candy corn. It was gross. 

Candy is super unhealthy and makes you fat

Did I really just type that as the title?
Yes. Yes I did.
Because it's true! I might as well say it.
Because Halloween just occured a while ago, many people might have lots of candy in their possession. I know I do. I went trick or treating and I got me so much candy. This time of year is the ONLY time I allow myself to eat a lot of candy. Don't get me wrong, every now and then I like to enjoy a Snickers or some other chocolate. By every now and then, I really mean VERY occasionaly. I'm not a candy-eater. I HATE eating unhealthy food. Some of it tastes good, so occassionaly I'll eat it. But I do not eat it often. I couldn't eat junk food all the time, I can't do that to my body :)
So what I'm trying to say in this blog post, is that candy is very bad for you. But it is a holiday, so enjoy a few pieces of yummy candy. But don't go overboard. And seriously, don't eat it all the time!!

It's November. I'm sad.

Well It's November 2010. How this is possible, I have no idea. The eleventh month of 2010 already?! Seriously, I don't understand how this year is flying by. It's ridiculous! I STILL consider 2010 to be "new" or "just started". No joke. When I see on my iTunes a song has the year 2010 beside it, I'm like "oh already some new music this year!" But now I realize that lots of music has already come out in 2010 because, well, it's been 11 months!
I have a serious problem with time. It's really weird. I am always shocked by how quickly times goes by.
So it's November. Well I hate the fall. So all of November I'm miserable knowing the weather is super cold and getting colder as each day goes by. This depresses me. And my favorite holiday just ended so I have no holiday to look forward to now. I do get out of school for Thanksgiving break, and that is the ONLY good thing about this month to me. So, with that being said, I don't want to go to school and November for me is only good for getting me out of school.
So if you can't tell, I'm not happy that it's November.